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Hi, I'm Maki. Somehow I've gotten to the point that I've done enough stuff in this community that I need a website now to catalogue stuff.

Coined Terms/Flags

About	Queer I don't really identify with the queer/lgbt labels, but these technically fall under queer, so for ease of viewing, they are labelled as such. Omniaspec Def: Being a-spec for most or all types of attraction. Apothisexual Def: Sex-repulsed asexual. Agensexual Def: A genitalia-repulsed asexual. Bellussexual Liking sexual aesthetics or certain aspects of sexuality without actually feeling sexual attraction and/or wanting a sexual relationship. Info: Rapture by Pedro the Lion will make you reconsider not being bellussexual Aegoromantic Def: Liking romantic subjects or fantasies, but feeling disconnected from them. Info: For me, I generally only like romantic media, not imagining myself in anything. Requisplatonic Def: Having limited to no platonic attraction due to emotional exhaustion. Info: Schizoid moment. Vitrumplatonic Def: Feeling disconnected from one's platonic attraction. Info: Schizoid moment. Aegoplatonic Def: Liking platonic subjects or fantasies involving friendship, but feeling disconnected from them. Analterous Def: Not experiencing alterous attraction Info: Schizoid moment. Aqueerplatonic Def: Not experiencing queerplatonic attraction. Info: I didn't even believe this was a real thing for a long time ^^;;; could never even really imagine it. Queerplatonic-repulsed Def: Being repulsed by queerplatonic relationships. S-AMAB Def: Self-assigned male at birth. Cis Man Def: Identifying with one's bodily status as a man or otherwise considering oneself to be a cis man. Info: I don't care whether "my" body reflects this, I'm cis in every way except parts. Pronounless/Nullpronominal Def: Not using third person pronouns. Info: Do not percieve me. Not nameself - far prefer you drop pronouns from a sentence or rewrite a sentence so it doesn't include pronouns. He/Him pronouns Def: Using he/him prononuns. Info: If you do use pronouns for we, then go for he/him. Paras Phrenoklaophilia Def: Attraction to all forms of mind breaking and manipulation, including (but not limited to) hypnosis, brainwashing, mind control, mind break due to torture, and conditioning. Info: NEVER fails to get me going. Traumaphilia Def: Attraction to trauma. Kheiromaphilia Def: Attraction to violence/violent people. Info: I have so many violence-related paras, its hard to even list them all lol. Barysadism Def: Extreme form of sadism in which one is attracted to causing harm that could seriously injure or kill the other party. Erotophonophilia Def: Attraction to murder. Emapihtophilia Def: Attraction to gore. Symphoroemapihtophilia Def: Attraction to gore in disasters or accidents. Info: There's something special about helicopter & train accidents. Charaphilia Def: Attraction to cuts. Info: Ironically, I prefer shallower cuts over deeper cuts. Hematolagnia Def: Attraction to blood. Piquerism Def: Attraction to piercing the flesh of another person, most often through stabbing. Aesthetic Masochism Def: Being aesthetically attracted to hurting oneself. Info: I don't like being in pain (physical or mental) legitimately, but the aesthetic side of misery is hard to ignore. Aegobiastophilia Def: Attraction to rape without one's own involvement. Info: This is paralocked behind other violence-related actions; don't like it by itself. Uroalgophilia Def: Attraction to others peeing themselves from immense pain. Urobiaphilia Def: Attraction to others being forced into peeing themselves. Urophobophilia Def: Attraction to others peeing themselves from immense fear. Out-of-breath fetish Def: Attraction to piercing the flesh of another person, most often through stabbing. Info: Do not be lulled into a sense of safety, this is also in relation to violent scenarios. Kodocon-aligned Def: Not necessarily being a kodocon, but being aligned with kodophilia in some way. Info: I just am not sexually attracted to any living thing, ficitonal or factual, but I appreciate kodocon media and the like far more than your average normie. Asexual Paraphile Def: When your paraphilias affect your attraction to sex, when your paraphilias aren't sexual in nature, or when one's paraphilias aren't related to sexual topics. Info: I don't actually like sex pretty much at all, and the idea of having it is legitimately disgusting. I am attracted only to things that do not have to do with sex or in which the sex part wouldn't involve me. TransIDs Trans2000s Def: Feeling as though one belongs in the 2000s. Info: Very dysphoric about this one, but that's what happens when ya kill yourself! Transscars Def: Feeling as though one should have scars, more scars, or differing scars. Info: Want more self harm scars. TransSHscars A term for those who feel as though they should have a piercing or different piercings than they currently have. Info: Transindustrial - unfortunately, my ear is the complete wrong shape. Transsuicidescars Def: Feeling as though one should have scars from one's suicide or suicide attempt. Trisdead Def: Being both cisdead and transdead in some way. Transcrookedteeth Def: Feeling as though one should have crooked teeth. Info: A formerID - being forced to get braces as a teen was fucked up in more ways than one, I could write an essay. Novaradic Def: One's sex identity being both unaligned & male aligned, regardless of one's gender. Transtaller Def: Feeling as though one should be taller. Agecoded Def: Being aligned with a certain age without necessarily literally being said age. Demiage Def: Identifying partially with a certain age. Permateendult Def: Permanently stuck at an age on the cusp of teen & adulthood. Info: I would say I'm about 18 or 19, and definitely nothing older than 20. Transzoophile Def: Feeling like one should be attracted to animals. Info: I'd call myself zoo-aligned, but not an outright ciszoo. I generally like animals far more than people, so I guess it feels more right for me to love animals than to love human beings. Transslashnecro Def: In-between being a cisnecrophile and a transnecrophile. Info: I'd call also myself necro-aligned, a little bit more there than with zoophilia though. Kind of a compID. Cisharmful Identifying with harmful actions that one has committed or otherwise considering oneself to be cisharmful. Info: I explain this identity in-depth here. Other Aethergenic Def: A system that cannot be psychologically explained. Aliumkind Def: Being disconnected from humanity and/or connected to nonhumanity. Paroulink Def: Identifying as nonhuman to express one's disconnect with humanity. Canine alterhuman Def: Identifying as a canine. Info: Canines in general.
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