Hi, I'm Maki. Somehow I've gotten to the point that I've done enough stuff in this community that I need a website now to catalogue stuff.
I don't really identify with the queer/lgbt labels, but these technically fall under queer, so for ease of viewing, they are labelled as such.
Def: Being a-spec for most or all types of attraction.
Def: Being repulsed by sex.
Def: A genitalia-repulsed asexual.
Liking sexual aesthetics or certain aspects of sexuality without actually feeling sexual attraction and/or wanting a sexual relationship.
Info: Rapture by Pedro the Lion will make you reconsider not being bellussexual
Def: Lacking platonic attraction.
Def: Having limited to no platonic attraction due to emotional exhaustion.
Info: Schizoid moment.
Def: A frayplatonic term for those whose platonic attraction goes away or turns into hate or disgust when acted upon.
Info: Schizoid moment.
Def: Lacking social attraction
Def: Lacking alterous attraction
Info: Schizoid moment.
Def: Lacking queerplatonic attraction.
Info: I didn't even believe this was a real thing for a long time ^^;;; could never even really imagine it.
Def: Being repulsed by queerplatonic relationships.
Def: Self-assigned male at birth.
Def: One's sex identity being both unaligned & male aligned, regardless of one's gender.
Def: Identifying with one's bodily status as a man or otherwise considering oneself to be a cis man.
Info: I don't care whether "my" body reflects this, I'm cis in every way except parts.
Def: Identifying as a tranny.
Info: ... but I'm still a tranny.
Def: Not using third person pronouns.
Info: Do not percieve me. Not nameself - far prefer you drop pronouns from a sentence or rewrite a sentence so it doesn't include pronouns.
Def: Using he/him prononuns.
Info: If you do use pronouns for we, then go for he/him.
Def: Lacking a name or not identifying with any name.
Info: I mean Maki is fine but really I just don't have a name.
Def: Attraction to all forms of mind breaking and manipulation, including (but not limited to) hypnosis, brainwashing, mind control, mind break due to torture, and conditioning.
Info: NEVER fails to get me going.
Def: Attraction to trauma.
Def: Attraction to violence/violent people.
Info: I have so many violence-related paras, its hard to even list them all lol. So let's just use this as a catch-all.
Def: Extreme form of sadism in which one is attracted to causing harm that could seriously injure or kill the other party.
Def: Attraction to murder.
Def: Attraction to gore.
Def: Attraction to cuts.
Info: Ironically, I prefer shallower cuts over deeper cuts.
Def: Attraction to piercing the flesh of another person, most often through stabbing.
Def: Attraction to suicide.
Def: Being aesthetically attracted to hurting oneself.
Info: I don't like being in pain (physical or mental) legitimately, but the aesthetic side of misery is hard to ignore.
Def: Attraction to rape without one's own involvement.
Info: This is paralocked behind other violence-related actions; don't like it by itself.
Def: Attraction to others peeing themselves from immense pain.
Def: Attraction to others being forced into peeing themselves.
Def: Attraction to others peeing themselves from immense fear.
Def: Attraction to piercing the flesh of another person, most often through stabbing.
Info: Do not be lulled into a sense of safety, this is also in relation to violent scenarios.
Def: Identifying *with* kodocon attraction rather than identifying *as* a kodocon.
Def: When your paraphilias affect your attraction to sex, when your paraphilias aren't sexual in nature, or when one's paraphilias aren't related to sexual topics.
Info: I don't actually like sex pretty much at all, and the idea of having it is legitimately disgusting. I am attracted only to things that do not have to do with sex or in which the sex part wouldn't involve me.
Def: Feeling as though one belongs in the 2000s.
Info: Very dysphoric about this one, but that's what happens when ya kill yourself!
Def: Being both cisdead and transdead in some way.
Def: Feeling as though one should have scars, more scars, or differing scars.
Info: Want more self harm scars.
Def: Feeling as though one should have scars from one's suicide or suicide attempt.
Def: Feeling one should have autopsy scars.
Def: Identifying as bleeding out or identifying as having bled out.
Def: Feeling as though one should have crooked teeth.
Info: A formerID - being forced to get braces as a teen was fucked up in more ways than one, I could write an essay.
A term for those who feel as though they should have a piercing or different piercings than they currently have.
Info: Transindustrial - unfortunately, my ear is the complete wrong shape.
Def: Feeling one's footsteps should be silent.
Def: A Schrödinger's ID term for those who believe that they are cisintersex, but if they are proven to be wrong, they will simply identify as transintersex instead.
Info: Kind of a compID..
Def: Being aligned with a certain age without necessarily literally being said age.
Def: Identifying partially with a certain age.
Def: Permanently stuck at an age on the cusp of teen & adulthood.
Info: I would say I'm about 18 or 19, and definitely nothing older than 20.
Def: An age that is affected by one having died.
Def: Identifying as or feeling as though one should be a wolf dog.
Def: Identifying as or feeling as though one should be a cadaver dog, a dog trained to sniff out human remains.
Def: Identifying as or feeling as though one should be a pilot.
Def: Feeling that one should know morse code.
Def: Feeling that one should use 4chan.
Def: Identifying with every personality disorder due to experiencing some symptoms from all of them, even if the amount of symptoms or the severity of them are not enough for a diagnosis.
Def: Identifying as or feeling as though one should be a pyromaniac.
Def: Identifying as a MAP out of spite.
Def: Feeling like one should experience sadistic attraction towards animals.
Def: In-between being a cisnecrophile and a transnecrophile.
Info: I'd also call myself necro-aligned. Kind of a compID.
Def: Feeling one should not be aegoplatonic.
Identifying as or feeling one should be a cult leader.
Identifying as both cisharmful and transharmful.
Info: I explain this identity in-depth here. Well, then it was cisharmful, but just apply the same logic.
Def: A system that cannot be psychologically explained.
Def: Being disconnected from humanity and/or connected to nonhumanity.
Def: Identifying as nonhuman to express one's disconnect with humanity.
Def: Identifying as a canine.
Info: Canines in general.
Def: Flag for cadavers.
Def: A by proxy term for those who are very close to having Cotard's or could potentially fall under the Cotard's umbrella, but don't literally have Cotard's Delusion.
Info: I'm a schizo, I'm trisdead, and I have many beliefs that most would categorize as delusions. May as well have it.
Def: A MUD characterized by episodes or behaviors of compulsive archiving of objects of fascination or interest. This can include information about people, fictional media, nonfictional media, history, images, files, etc.
Info: Lol.